She choose to hide
sometimes its better to hide your feelings
She stood diplomatic towards relationship until she found him.
Like heavy rain after a long drought. It made her feel different ,a new sensation to which until then she turned her back.
The first moment when she saw him,he may not have noticed her.
But for her it turned to be a reason to smile without jocks and dance without music.When the world around call her insane she had a reason to ignore them all.
When her eyes caught hold of his black spectacl ,it turned to be a night mare.
She urge to see him all the time his presence made her shy and quiet and his absence made her sad.
He unknowingly became part of her day to day life.
She just wanted to say hai.but her throat freez at his sight and a shiver cought hold of her which she like the most.
Now she has a secret kept away from all the world deep inside her soul.
And....
It got dust but still kept as a secret .She wanted to shout it high and low. But she choose to hide....
Hide away from all the world.
Then..
The glory of the hidden mystery started fading. She returned to her normal life.
He adolsence gave her high punch and the pendulum of her mood is at equilibrium.
He walks away holding his girlfriend's hand and she feels nothing.
Still....
After these years . Whenever she finds a black spectacle passing by her heart beats like nothing.
Now she knew exactly why she choose to hide...