Hurt Felt

Time and days has passed
Feelings too happened so fast
I care so much about you
And forgot about me too

Breaking my own rules
And gamble my heart for risk
For I know I'll be in despair again
To let this foolishness I have within

But how will I say No?
If it keeps saying Yes
No matter how I resist
For it not to exist.

Now I have fallin' for him
Denying how I feel is a shame
A deal not so easy as a game
Thinking that I was a lame.

Knowing you like her
Hurts my being for real
Over and over again
I want to get lost and go to hell.

Though I saw it coming
I pushed for it 'til the end
Help me please this feeling I can't endure
I don't want to feel this way again

Why on earth things were so unfair
I love you but you love her
You're happy and I am hurting
Is this really the meaning of love??

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