Hello Pyro manic

My heart is leaking
A foreign liquid
Unknown to most.
It's in the pain
Of the days
The pleasures of life
The guilt of our struggles.
Wanting to change
And becoming something
You never expected.
Poison in my veins
Pumping this alien fluid
Into my system.
My body feels like death
But my brain feels
So alive.
It only nourishes
My deepest lies
Keeping this shadow
Of a dream intact.
I hope I don't die
Before I get the chance
To see your face again.
The perfection only
I seem to see,
When it's just you and me
Naked and shaking;
There's not a more
Beautiful picture
I can paint.
It's at these time
MY heart overflows
And dumps this substance
Into me,
Setting me on fire,
It never felt so good to burn
From the inside out.